Well hooray my first blog, lets put a little bit about me, my history and the ups and downs Ive gone through .

Well lets keep it to a few big moments well....My name is James and I live in Harlow England a pretty boring place but the people that live here can be quite interesting .
In the past year to 2 years Ive had my heart broken, gone after a girl who I could never possibly got anywhere with, long after a girl i'll never see again, seen friends go off to uni and made some more friends and had some good laughs .

All in all its been a roller coaster couple of years ok I'll start with Georgina....

Id taken my GCSEs (english exams) got mostly C's throughout (brains but no hard work ), and I was accepted into the Sixth Form, I had a couple of close friends there but most of the people were friends but people I didnt really get to know, first year was basically a get to know each other really. But in the second we all fell into groups, my close group of friends were Alex,Andrew,Me -the guys and Georgina,Becky,Michelle,Danni,Amy and Laura.

Georgina who I'd only know a little before and I, became really close and despite the fact she had a boyfriend. I'll jump ahead suffice to say there was flirting etc. Me and Georgina were discussing who we fancied, and she asked me if I fancied her, well I said I cant say yes or no, and she insisted so I said yes. She then asked me if I loved her again I refused and eventually left for home without telling her. Now she said she fancied me before she was asked out by her boyfriend and wanted to go out with me, we spent a couple of hrs having a heart to heart and then parted company, later I called her and told her I loved her. After that we drifted apart; so much so that I havent seen in her in almost 2yrs and that upsets me .

Well thats my first story for now about me