I said in a previous blog about this girl I knew from shool etc, well heres the email we exchanged there were more but here they are :

Hi Amy,
Firstly I have to say sorry for my last letter it was more like the spanish inquisition than anything. And it wasnt really my letter, I wanted to write a really good letter and I ended up ruining it and not putting what I wanted to say in it. I asked a friend for help in writing it, why? well I will explain that.

I wanted to try and tell you how I feel, I wanted to tell you how beautiful you are and how amazing your smile is but it ended up being more of a rant than anything. I know you are probaly still going out with steve or don't want to go out with me but I just want to say this before its too late, before we havent spoken to or seen each other for years.

I remember the last year of sixth form, george and alex were always trying to get me to ask you out, but I always thought either Amy is either going out with steve or I don't have a chance so I always bottled out. (I had this amazing letter thought up in my head but as Mr.Morson always said 'you can get an A* for talking but write it down and you'll get a D') You really are the warmest and most beautiful person I have ever met and could ever hope to meet, I always wanted to say 'I love you' but it always seemed to strong because I had never told you how I felt and going up to someone and saying 'I love you' will probaly make them runaway.

I guess you probably wont want to talk to me again now but If you still want to speak to me I really hope u do my mobile number is xxxxxxx and u have my email .

Her reply was

hey james
i have to say i was very suprised by your last letter. i didnt know you felt like that. as flattered as i am, i dont think you love me. how could you when you dont really know me? Steven and i have not been together for quite a while now. however i have a new boyfriend called Matt who i am very happy with. im sorry if i have upset you. it would be nice if we could remain friends.
take care
amy

And we havent spoken since, she is at uni and I she doesnt work where she used too, all in all thats what was said.